Though, I have been sick mentally and physically for three days in a row now but I am feeling extremely happy!!
It has been two years now since I lost my dad, since then I haven’t been able to greet my uncles or even look at them. I used to avoid any possible encounter with them. Don’t get me wrong, I love them so much but I couldn’t bear seeing or even talking to them because they remind me of my dad!! My eldest uncle is a copy of dad. The youngest is his closest friend ever and he cherished my dad a lot.
Today I pulled up my strength and went inside our guests room. They were seated talking and drinking Arabian coffee. I was praying to God not to shake or cry like last time and I did it ;D . I greeted both of them, kissed them on their forheads and chatted with them for a while!
My eldest uncle was overwhelmed with joy. He stood and hugged me a very tight hug before I left. I didn’t wanna let go for it was really calming and very warm. GOSH, I could smell dad’s scent there so I just closed my eyes so tight and thanked God from all the buttom of my heart.
I know you might be saying that it took me a really long time to readjust but I really couldn’t do that any time earlier!!